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[23 May 2005|11:37pm] |
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bob dylan - it ain't me babe |
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life's a bitch. i love it, but it's a bitch. whatever, i'm rockin' through this shit. gonna enjoy it while i can. summer's gonna be awesome. i'm gonna miss high school so much. i'm grateful for everything i got to do. even the shitty stuff. cuz you know, without the shitty stuff, life would be terribly boring. anyway, gotta go to bed. have a good life. can we hit it and quit?
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| she's got a dubya on her bumper but i love her |
[05 May 2005|09:42pm] |
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face melting solo! |
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i can't wait until ap's are over. i will let the fuckus RAVAGE me. the fuckus will penetrate every orifice in my body and maybe find ones i didnt know existed. i wonder if you can get a headache in your abdominal brain. i wonder if that really matters. i wonder how im gonna survive the summer. check out this fuckin genius stuff. f-u-c-k-ing genius: chris rock - crazy white people. the hold steady - certain songs. count basie - wind machine. bb king - how blue can you get?. frontline - bang it. mac dre - get stupid. fear - let's have a war. supersystem - born into the world. interpol - evil. missy - on and on. bloc party - banquet. kanye - diamonds. goldfinger - here in your bedroom. regina spektor - us. regina spektor - samson. oh and im goin to ucla. what now bitches?
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[12 Apr 2005|10:00pm] |
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im hella excited for college! download these songs! the hold steady - your little hoodrat friend, the hold steady - the swish, big & rich - save a horse ride a cowboy, afroman - colt 45, antony & the johnsons - hope there's someone, andrew bird- the naming of things.
ps. high school ending is pretty retrospective i guess. you know the drill. if i havent heard from you in a while and i dont know your contacts or whatever, drop me a line. whatever thats supposed to me. see ya
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[16 Mar 2005|09:04pm] |
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people think i go both ways in my pink tee |
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whats up guys. havent done this shit in so long. everythings cool. schools a bitch but ill fuck the crazy out of her. so to speak. music like uhhhhhhhh: compact risk - drop it like its huey, kano - ps and qs, futureheads - hounds of love, big dumb face - duke lion, miri ben-ari - sunshine to the rain, miri ben-ari - sick wit the flip, tweet - turn the lights off, queen - keep yourself alive, crime mob - pink tee, terror squad - yeah, yeah, yeah, ccc - got to get you in the mood, ludacris - #1 spot, dizzee rascal - dreams, razorlight - golden touch. have a good life
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| i want to know my body, i want this out not in me |
[20 Feb 2005|10:16pm] |
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adam kay & suman biswas - london underground |
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so yeah. got back from england. had a very nice time. uncertainty is exciting. theres so much i want to do. the computer is the devil! no more! 
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| real quick |
[03 Feb 2005|11:11pm] |
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walking with the ghost |
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clinic - distortions, mia - galang, ying yang twins - whisper in your ear, arcade fire - rebellion lies, bright eyes - when the president talks to god, kaki king - some thing about pink noise, beck - guero, beck - hell yeah, rush - everything they ever recorded. that should do it for now. make em say uhhhh na na na na
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[18 Jan 2005|04:25pm] |
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rush - closer to the heart |
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thank you.
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| merry christmas bitches! |
[25 Dec 2004|12:18am] |
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animal collective - who could win a rabbit |
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fuck me santa, fuck me santa, fuck me santa!
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| feel so good and i |
[14 Dec 2004|09:37pm] |
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ghetto boys - gangsta boogie |
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my day couldve been better, and i havent updated in a while so im just gonna do this to organize my thoughts. feel free to not read it, youre not missing anything. anyway, yeah. hella shit goin on. canned food drive and winter concert and peer educator shit. whatever, after this week itll all be over and ill get to do college apps. all bad. im sad dimebag died but kinda weirded out hes getting buried in a kiss casket. suit yourself. standard deviant practice tonight. kept fuckin up and life goes on. burlingame humor is hella different from san mateo humor. no joke. hella interesting. umm yeah, shits all good i guess. im always thinkin about how i should be you know. hard not to i guess. see other people and try to be like that. im too self involved. too worried about what to do. whatever. i wanna go to tkd. i wanna get fuckeeeed up. fuckin a this girl doing the peer educator shit with me was hella high. "how ironic". yeah. sometimes i think i think too much. yeah i do. but then i think i dont think enough. fuckin hormones and shit distract me. hella hard for me to get focused. but then when youre focused you miss shit so i cant decide whats better. i really really wanna do these things but cant decide whether i should get frustrated cuz i wont do em or acknowledge i probably wont and give up now: -get perfect (or at least relative) pitch, -transcribe solo flight and d natural blues solo, -150 sit ups and 20 push ups a night, -bench 80 before summer, -read hella books. i guess my problem is i either get really frustrated for not doing anything or just dont do whatever it is everyday, and get it done eventually but not to the level at which id be satisfied. gotta find balance. GOOD MUSIC: patrick wolf - to the lighthouse, pantera - cowboys from hell, eminem - ass like that, odb - shimmy shimmy ya, devin the dude - right now, devin the dude - anythang, lethal b - forward riddim, beatles - no reply
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[21 Nov 2004|10:58pm] |
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the new handsome boy modeling school is fuckin heavy metal.
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| if you let the whole crew get on |
[21 Nov 2004|03:31pm] |
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breakfast in the morning she said |
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bjork - who is it, the cure - close to me. college stuff is eh. looking forward to band tomorrow. not the rest of the day. got hella homework. i wanna go out. i wanna play guitar. i should. i should also do the stuff i gotta do. i wanna go to tkd. i wanna see kristina. grid was hella chill. some things in life are pretty shitty, but things are really nice. my guitar teachers wife whos had breast cancer for hella long just got a mammogram and shes clear. that makes me hella happy. during the last slow song of grid i looked around, and all the people were smiling. although a lot of it was awkward/fake/whatever, it was nice to see all these people that i know smiling at least for a brief time
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[15 Nov 2004|10:08pm] |
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frank and moon unit zappa |
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gold chains - cali nites, har mar superstar - sunshine of my soul
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| we were born before the wind oh so younger than the sun |
[11 Nov 2004|02:37pm] |
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joey lost his mind in the same way |
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MUSIC: dizzee rascal - stand up tall, clash - white man in hammersmith palais, morrisey - first of the gang to die, lil jon, usher, ludacris - lovers and friends, green day - scattered, pixies - letter from memphis, steely dan - josie, kill bill soundtrack - flip sting, terror squad - take me home
STUFF: college stuff is a bitch. whatever, rather get it done now than last minute. kristina's great. scc got tons of stuff comin up. field show saturday is gonna be hella pimp status. sleeping in today was cool, going to school tomorrow for one day will be weird but whatever. man, i never know what to write in this thing anymore. hope you guys are having an awesome time.
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| RIP JOHN PEEL |
[26 Oct 2004|10:22pm] |
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the undertones - teenage kicks. please, please, please, please, please listen to this song.
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| whoa now |
[18 Oct 2004|05:10pm] |
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thizzle dance |
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im scared/excited about a lot of things. a lot of things are really nice in my life right now, a lot of things, mostly college, are just hovering over me and threatening to fuck everything up if i dont do em right. last week was pretty chill. now i gotta get my ass back in gear. hustle. oliver nelson - hoe down / doobie brothers - black water / snoop+pharrel - drop it like its hot / steely dan - home at last / theodore unit - the drummer / mighty casey - liquor land / johnny hiland - orange blossom
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| check it out |
[12 Sep 2004|10:12pm] |
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butthole surfers - dracula from houston |
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ive kinda abondoned this journal huh? whatever. school = meh, homework = awful, everything else = awesome. you guys should post a comment telling me whats been up with you guys. or not. up to you. rock on guys. XIV till the day i die bitch.
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